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| Is the saying "Everything Happens for a Reason" really true?? What is the reason? and why is it that you find out months later?? Life is complicated, but it is fabulous. All the horrible things that happen to us all just make another chapter in our wonderful life journy. At the moment, time seems to be going so slow that all that is happening seems to be taking over my life. But maybe in a month or so, the chapter will come and a new beginning will come to another beginnings end?? I am optimistic and positive. I believe that things will work out for me in the end. What makes "the end" the end? I always thought death was the end... I guess it is a place where you find balance and happyness. | | |
| Basically in my life right now, i am living by 3 mottos: #1. Time heals everything, #2. Everything happens for a reason, and #3. Love is blind. And basically I am just trying to live for the moment one day at a time. I guess you could call that Carpe Diem or whatever... nothing too special. Senior year is almost over, which means no more stupid highschool drama. Im real excited to go to OSU next year, mainly because i will be moving out of my house, and be on my own! yeeeeeeeeah! I think i want to transfer to somewhere south..like NC or SC i just really really 10x really want to get out of crumby ohio. "man it's sour..BUT ITS GOOD!!" - alex...anyone else wouldnt understand :] I am counting down the days til school is out.. i think there are 23 more days of school, and 26 til graduation! heck yes! then going to myrtle beach! | | |
| Today was our first day of break, and boy was it a good one. First I went shopping with Beth and Jess (KBN re-united), and we got our boys christmas presents. It was basically jam packed at easton so headaches were trudging along. We went to Wendy's and got some grub then headed home. 
Later I met up with Devin and Michelle and we went to the Newport Music Hall to watch Andy (Michelle's bf) play in his band. There were alot of screamo bands there, but thiers wasnt that bad they were actually kinda good!!! woo! We met the drummer and the lead singer, they seem outrageous...in a good way. Let the night begin: 
My goal for the night was to get a drumstick from one of the drummers, and finally at the end when i wasnt paying attention i heard this noise, and i looked up. There was a drumstick right at this girls feet, and she was kinda like "wtf?" and i was like "NOOOO!!!!" i told devin i would fight to get a drumstick... but i didnt fight 
We were also talking about how to talk to cute boys... (1) nudge the boy and the should and say "yeeeaaaaahh" while doing a slight hip giration. (2) "you look familiar, do i know you?" (3) This is more of right to the point- "Hi I'm (insert name here)" none of these worked, because we didnt attempt any of them. shame. 
gathered in the circle of boys and girls on the wet pavement in the cold, we talked. What about? I cannot recall. Something to do with "yeah" and shoes and being "smart" We got the giggles. oh man. oh dang. yeaaaah... So as we were driving out of the creepy parking garage, we saw mrs. noskov and her gay friend. Basically we were like alright we will just wave and continue driving, but that was not the case. It all started with the gay guy. He steped out infront of our car, and we were like "uhhhh whhhhat?" He then put his foot on the car to stop us from moving, then mrs. Noskov joined in too... it was peculiar. The guy then ventured over to my side of the car, and OPENED MY DOOR. He said something in the words of "girl, cunt, and you" SHOCKER I KNOW! then he slammed the door in my face. and i mean slammed. he walked away, while devin and michelle were in complete shock i was in complete curiousity. HE FLICKED US OFF! only i saw this occurence however. Meanwhile, while all this was happening there was a car behind us who kept honking. We thought a hoe down smackathon was going to take place. luckily we manuvered our way out. thank god. Tomorrow i am going w/ Bens family to celebrate christmas, should be interesante. 

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| So i turn to this thing when i am bored... which i am. It is 10:41 on a sat. night and nothing to do because everyone is leaving, my cousins are in bed, and its kinda cold out. I should be working on my drawing, but im putting it off, like usual.
   
The ACT was this morning, all in all not bad, but the sleep before was a killer. I kept waking up. Im really hoping that it isn't because jesi and i saw the omen the night before... although i did scream which is quite unusual for me. I wish i had a baby on june 6, 2006. that would be sweet, too bad tho.

slept pretty much the whole day... stopped by chris's grad party and saw all the old pics of us together when we were little. Those were some good times. I love growing up with all guys. Then headed out to nikki's and monica's and the boys' at blacklick. i like to get my feet a little muddy here and there too. | | |
| Groundhog Causes
Dog to Drown
It was just a regular day today. School sucked as usual. Im depressed. I'm turning emo. Nothing unusual happened, until about 8:45 pm. The sun was just begining to set and all the lovely animals outside were returning to their comfortable homes in our backyard woods. My dog was outside as well, enjoying the atmosphere. Now, my dog is a Jack Russel and they are known for being fierce hunters. My dog was minding her own business, sniffing trees, rolling in dung, when all of a sudden she spoted...A GROUNDHOG! Naturally, her first instinct was to chase after the poor sucker, and that is exactly what she did. As everyone knows, we do have a pool in our backyard. The pool was obviously covered up to keep animals such as groudhogs out. Madi (My dog's name), however was way too excited! She did not even realize the cover was on the pool, in fact she completely forgot there was a pool in our yard. So she jumped. I am guessing that as she was in the air she realized where she was about to land because her legs shrivled up. Splash! she landed in our pool, and this was completly on her free will. I did not throw her in. Luckily my dad was close by because Madi was in a rut. Somehow, the poor dog sunk underneath the cover to our pool! All you could see was a tiny wet head sticking out of the side. My dad immediatly jumped to the rescue. He reached for Madi, and pulled her to safety after a long hard struggle. Of course she got a lecture, because she is part of our family. I am suprised my dad didnt tell her to make wise decisions. HMM...As soon as Madi got in the house she took about 50 victory laps around the house. Im talking upstairs, in every bedroom, on top of beds, around the tables, everywhere! She was extremely hyper, and she didnt even get the groundhog! I guess the moral of this story is that my dog does like to jump in the pool BY HERSELF, thank you! that concludes of the night of the drowning dog. | | |
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